To language, I give a physical attention; I take words and give them a new imagination, repurpose them, recycle, and reuse them. Words do not stand in between me and the world anymore. I understand the weight of each sound, vowel, and less and less about the context, but how that is created. A mode of dissociation that is the only way to “understand” the ununderstandable, the imposed and supposed, the material and the immaterial.